I am an Eclectic Mess and For Today That is Okay!
I have struggled for a long time trying to figure out who I am...I use to say I was an old soul who was meant for another time, I could rattle off tons of periods in time I could see myself. I struggled with, in truth, finding a purpose in the time I have been placed in, and it is easy to say who we could have been or where I could see myself looking back in time and knowing what happens but the uncertainty of the present, especially modern society is so scary...I am not going to lie, I long for a simpler time, there is so much complexity and hate in our world, it moves too fast and is sooo broad as technology and modern advances allow us to be open and accessible to all parts of the world. It is easy to see how someone could get overwhelmed by the scope of it. Aside from that many of you know how much of a hot mess I am...my mind goes 90-nothing every second of every day and I struggle with my anxiety disorder and not getting lost in the cloud of a million thoughts at a time going o...
